That's why i said cynicism is a blessing.
(Please read/refer previous post - 'Nothing Lasts' )
what would you rather be?
a poor stupid hopeful dud who keeps getting tossed around by time and life
or
the careless jerk who doesn't give a damn
well, the choice seems easy n clear
it seems easy and comfortable to be the jerk..
who wants to be the looser?
we choose it n decide to do so..be so..
well, there. there life! aka the bigger bitch!
she gives us good things, hopes, enchantments n attractions..
to each its own bait.
we fall.
some think its flowing some think its flying
but really, how do we know we aren't falling?
if u r a cynic - purane punya karm ka fal!
u neither flow nor fly ~ u don't fall either!
you are just there.
being u.
not moving not changing not going anywhere in good or bad times
u r blessed!
thats the 'shanti'!
cynical, but true..
isn't it?
A cynic is not mentally stagnant u know... he certainly is not ignorant or he wouldnt build the walls of cynicism to protect himself. He thinks, analyses and evaluates all the time. Inner Chaos drives his mind and rules his life. Constant thinking equals constant conversation with self... and we all know how 'blissful' that can be. A cynic is a calculated fool while a rebel is a careless fool. Both equally foolish. One thinks by calculating and taking minimum risks he would be happy. He aint. The rebel feels living with complete abandon would make him happy. Nada. Who ends up happy?? I have no freaking clue.
ReplyDeleteWell written babe... you poured your heart out on paper and its the rawness of the script that really is gripping.